IT'S FRIDAYYYY!!!!!!

Oh well, woke up this morning and it's raining... grrrr.. need to move my ass off from my comfy bed.. :( Then I went to toilet and found "AV" me in the early of morning which made me a bit sick.. Bahhh!!! :s

Then, as usual jam jam jam to work and found nothing to tapao for breakfast... even the milo at office all finish!!!!! GRrrrrrrrr..........

Argghhhh.... what a morning...

and the WORST thing is I'm wearing the same color of shirt with my boss!!! FML!!!

So, my Friday happy mood all gone... *sobs sobs*

Anyway, I hope I can....

...enjoy the event tonight with #porkgang!!!

Gah!

"Old Balard!"

I do not understand WHY a company is keep hiring some old fart to replace the young blood?!

I'm not here to saying bad or discrimination them but sometimes I really pissed by them. WHY?

Here's are some of the reasons:

1. They're noob to use a computer.

YES, they not even know how to copy or save a file... -___- So, they got the excuses to throw out the works to other people.

2. They like to talked big and thought they knew everything.

"HELLO, I TIAO YOU ARR.. YOU DON'T BIG ME ARR.. I EAT SALT MORE THAN RICE YOU KNOW? (means 食盐多过食米)

3. Some they only talked in their own dialects (like hakka, cantonese and etc) in the meetings and assume everyone understand it.

Yes, they don't care in the meeting there are some malay or indian colleagues. kili kulu kili kulu %^#^@%$^#*($@(%^!(^& bla bla bla.....

4. Some aunties are too busy body and some even think they are doctor.

Waa.. you look so sick.. you must eat this and that.. Waa.. cancer ar? then you must go get some medicine at the traditional chinese medical (中医).. follow the "secret recipe" to cook the medicine...

5. They even likes to showing off.

Eh, how many A your kid got? No lah... my kid ar, He very notty lah.. I asked him to study but he always watch tv... but LUCKILY SPM ALL SCORED As LOR...

There are still a lot more of annoyed things happened. I don't know yours but these all are happened at my workplace. Can you imagine they just hired back a retired guy back for work to replace a young guy who didn't do anything wrong to the company!

If saying they have the experience of works, yeah! maybe... but I can see most of their "experiences" are at "N" years ago...

Well, not to say I'm not respecting them but it's hard for me to respect a people like that.

Am I right?

WHO AM I ???

I’m afraid, I’m depressed, and I’m lost…

I wonder why I’m so emotional nowadays. I can get pissed or annoyed easily without any excuse or reason. When you ask me what happen and seriously I can’t give you any of the reason on WHY IS I EMOING? Am I getting old? Period? Stressful? Crazy? Or Menopause? T_____T

Well, I do try to make myself better whenever I’m out with the gang members but it always I pissed myself off in the last minute. That is why I can’t make myself happily to enjoy in the party. I SUCKS!

I know everyone worried on me and maybe they thought they did something bad on me. I seriously don’t want this to happen but IT ALWAYS ME TO CAUSED EVERYTHING OUT! I do hate myself for the moment. I do tell myself and forcing myself just fucking enjoy for the party. But, my mood goes until zero which I just feel like want to leave the place immediately. I failed. L

God (not you Terence), please help me if you can read this!

Anyway, thanks for my dearest friend who really concern on me. I'm so sorry for the trouble that I caused.

Maybe I need a break.